As I told you yesterday, I usually blame my boss I used to whenever we met, but at the same time, I always think about that I have to take care my mind and brain from bad things. I mean, there was a sentence like "If you hate someone, It's very easy to be like him".
In addition, I'm the person who easily getting someone's habit like speaking tone or specific word who was around me.
Bad point is, I just think about this things but never change something :(