25.06.26 The life of adult-who still has child's mind] 오 제목도 있어
There was several TOUGH situationS FOR THE LAST these days.
I thought I'm lucky person having nice people around me until 2 years ago before I MET my current boses. But I DONT feel like that anymore, even think It was just A delusion believing I HAD some luck BACK THEN.
It might be just my ADDITUDE IF TRYING TO neglect MY duty. Because if someone didn't DO anything, he OR SHE dosen't have to BE INVOLVED IN bothering things also. (But at the same time, I guess this thought is coming from someone's gaslighting who dosen't recognize my HARD work)
LAST thursday, I was quite happy for a moment after finishing one task, but I accidentally ARGUED with ohter team's manager. I couldn't reply to him while maintaining good manners AS he STARTED TO SPEAK TO ME rude first. I know what attitude is best when I face those situation, but, at that time, HAVING MY EYES 돌은상태, remembering HOW TO MAINTAIN good attitude was ALMOST INPOSSIBLE.
Anyway, I couldn't belive days of June HAS almost gone. HAVE I really BEEB to Newyork 2 month ago, WHICH SEEMS TO BE YEARS AGO
THE Good smell & flavor of the Steak and the nice view I saw in front of my hotel feels like my ALONG GONE dream.
One of my husband's colleague IS GOING TO quit the job soon so BEFORE THAT, he had 3weeks holidays TO KILL. During then, he slept very well AND recoverED his HEALTH also.
I really really envy him. and say, all illness is coming from work STRESS.
But It's friday. I hope there is no big issue during all day AFTER WHICH I COULD FULLY ENJOY MY WEEKEND COMING ALONG.